Friday, March 12, 2010

I’m convinced I’m a MAN…

I AM A MAN.

Both physically and psychologically.

My pigeon and monkey poses still suck, my hips is like ½ foot above the mat – after 4 years of yoga practice! Sigh. But somehow I have not much problems performing poses that require lots of arm strength – which explains my (almost) Madonna arms. Flexibility seems like a much bigger challenge for me than strength… It demoralises me to see all the ladies who are older than me going into a full monkey pose so effortlessly… what should I do to open my hips?? I know yoga advocates No Competition, but I’m competing with my own body, my own flexibility, so that I can become better… does that count? ;p

And someone with psychic ability read my numerology and concluded that I have a very strong character, like a sword, and I am actually a control freak 5-star general! This is definitely not what I thought I was. I definitely have lots of weak moments… I look strong (again, like a man!) on the outside but deep inside I need comfort and reassurance all the time. And I don’t think I’m a control freak – I always give in to make peace. But I guess the numbers don’t lie?

The only thing that differentiates me from a man is – PMS. Like now. Why oh why…

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