It's been a week full of ups and downs.
I was praised at work by a few directors, including my boss - which was really motivating and encouraging :) At least the project is heading the right way.
I was also given an opportunity to attend a course I have been wanting to attend for the past few years, and my company has agreed to pay for me. RM8,500 is not a small sum.
And then I made sure I'm free this weekend so that I can pay my 'yoga debts' ie. go for more classes before my passes expired. I have even planned on which classes to attend. And by the way my leg is 98% cured - I can do my king pigeon pose just like before! Just waiting for my full lotus pose to feel more comfortable on my right knee before I attempt bound lotus.
I also wanted to sit down, have some quiet moments so that my creative juices (if any) will flow for me to put my fondant to good use before it starts to become mouldy. And experiment more cakes.
I was also looking forward to the big meeting and free lunch next week with all my colleagues.
Then, yesterday evening, my mom called to tell me that her dad passed away. My only grandparent left has passed away. I didn't expect this at all as he was doing quite ok though he had a stroke 2 years back. It was saddening. And we'll need to spend time at the wake this whole weekend until the following Monday.
And I have been waking up at 3am everyday for NO REASON. I feel so exhausted. My whole body is aching, my eyes look swollen. I can't even go back to sleep and wake up at an earthly hour. I am tired of being tired!! What is wrong with me...
I also found out some of the people whom I really wanted to catch up with have decided not to attend the big meeting. I am indeed disappointed.
This is life I guess... we can't have everything. We just have to take it with a stride, with no attachments, with no hopes... just sail through it, all the ups and downs, with no emotions, cos we will never know when it is ending.